12/5/22

door to phantomile  

rolling the dice to gamble dream continuation on saturday mornings. will you lose valuable time for nothing or continue the story in your own head that you can't control. or atleast i can't control it. but if i could i feel i'd lose alot of the potential influence that i draw from them. having control or not though, there is something very beautiful about waking up and remembering a dream. it means it was important enough that your brain didn't trash it. you told a story without trying and that story can become possible reality. will you act on it man?!! remembering dreams is something,, but waking up then knocking out again to resolve the adventure... those are the ones that get documented. its always a battle against the mind to remember the dream sequence once its all over, but if something grabs me enough i'll furiously write it down in the journal. making sure not to think of anything else but the dream to preserve as much of it as possible. its hard to remember but im glad it is. not fully knowing the story only makes the mind jog a little faster filling in the cracks as it goes along. creating something that maybe wasn't word for word what happened, but made the story a full fledged thought. a thought that can now be executed in real time :)))

just for the sake of story and some creative writing... here's a dream that i remember from last year that never got archived :]