6/23/23

planetwalker 6/23/23

hello everyone

work has me no longer. now i have the real work..... after being a construction worker for a year i am now free to do me video doings. i am free physically yes. but being at that job, being in that creative dead zone has made me ill in a way. im getting better tho. its weird having no time then suddenly having All the time. i have learned it can make you very lazy, but in doing so i saw that low and am building from it. another change is me. and idek broger,,, i wake up a new person every morning. i am not the same person. every morning. this change has happened through spiritual finds and gatherings from the life harvest. there has been much influence in this life in the last year through books, videos, people. the psychoactive substance. it has all taught me well. problem is, i Know it now. and once one Knows what to do, or atleast, how to get started,,, it cannot be ignored. it is suddenly The Way. that thing, that epiphany isn't something you just know now or an option. no bromus that is the focus now. if you let it settle in your stomach without acting upon it, it will lay its seeds of complete lost direction withiin you.

ik what he looks like now. fukc that guy. but he needs to pray on me and you. to keep a balance that will take many years to learn and understand. i will learn things, i will forget things. i will judge myself for not trying hard enough, i will know i only judge myself because i want to do better. i will be a lost human seeking, i will be a child under the Big pretty Sun breathing .